Life....wat is it all about??

My mood >> terribly down...

2006-05-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

Juz checked my results...B- again...i got B- also for applied mechanics...when i knew that my manufacturing results is B- last week...my feeling neva like this sad oso...i juz dun believe myself getting B- again...when all my hope to get A is on that subject..its all gone lidat...am i reali not up to the standard to take materials engineering...its aint that hard compared to others...mayb im juz too lazy...mayb im juz not good enugh...sigh...my mood is terribly down rite now...i dun place any hope on any other subjects rite now after getting this two results...i used to tell my frens that no point sad for ur results...no matter how sad oso u the results kenot be changed...sigh...im in that situation now...juz that this time im not the ppl who is consoling the other...neva like this when i getting B last time cuz its ord better than C, D or E...but this time...mayb i juz place all my hope on it...i tot i can score well this time...but all that i hope is simply juz a dream that neva fulfilled..sigh...juz pray that im not getting worse than i imagine...

sorry everyone!!!

2006-05-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

juz wana drop by to say hi to everyone...im back to my hometown in ipoh...wana say sorry for neglecting u all such a long time...have been bz wif assignments and exams after my last blogs... rite now...im enjoying my two months holidays...hehe...and to suyen out there...who i think muz be pondering instead of studying...sorry for that day...neva realised that u were there eating too when i went there to meet up wif my frens until u have to come near me to say hi...gal...pls lar...study week for u to study not going out yumcha catch up wif ur fren arr...hehe...anyway...good luck for ur exams yah...adios!

back in ipoh~

2006-01-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Been quite some time since i last posted again.. haha.. been kinda busy :P
Kenny and Chin Kuang just left Ipoh yesterday.. haha.. hope they had fun here.. :)
well.. im just here to send my regards to everyone... and hope everyone's having a fun time back home! :P

My bday gift from Tek Yi~

For those who misses Tek yi, haha.. here's a pic of him with Tek Yang in my room :P
Damn... they r thin... ishhhhhhhh
but i love them~~ :P

to love or to be loved?

2006-01-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

Someone told me before that the most beautiful quotation she ever heard is 'the greatest thing u'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return' which is pick from the movie of moulin rouge...a touching movie indeed with beautiful songs and not to be excluded the bewitching nicole kidman as the main actress...honestly, i've just finished watching this movie few weeks ago after almost 5 years coming out from the big screen...

But i'm just wondering will that really be so easy to love someone and be loved in return...often when we love someone...we might not get what we want in the end...it's hurt when knowing someone that we love were actually loving someone else...a friend of mine asked me b4...if u were to choose...will u choose someone that u love more or someone who love u more...until now...i still couldn't give the answer of that question.......

untitled

2006-01-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

Finally got the photos taken on the very last day of 2005...here are some of the photos taken...and now we represent, the Materials Engineering students of University of Malaya *clap clap clap*

materials girls from the left: woay ping, o.lengleng, saymin, siwen, jooann, shiaofong, kelly, s.lengleng, seryen, yeekyuan

materials guys from the left: the ever charming jinfei, the ever sporting desmond, the ever smart wenchiao, the ever macho kingvee

shit...wenchiao the big genie, coming out from desmond's magical hand

part of the materials students taking photo outside DTC
1st row from the left: saymin, woay ping, seryen, wenchiao
2nd row from left: jooann, s.lengleng, kelly, siwen, o.lengleng, jinfei, desmond
3rd row: yeekyuan, shiaofong, kingvee

self-taking photo with kingvee

swen and jinfei with all those flowers as the background, no doubt this photo is the best ever self-taking photo taken by jinfei so far *grin*

Life is too long to be remembered forever...often people will keep the sweet memories inside their heart...but some might bringing their sad stories along while they continue with their journey of life...that's what a life is...when there is happiness, there will be sadness...it might be a happy moment for this person but not to that person...this person might forget this event the next day but that person might remember it forever...you might cry for it when reminiscing ur loved ones but ur loved ones might be smiling when reminishing the same thing...although there will be a different feeling from both sides, they are keeping the same memory which will be stuck in their heart forever...that's how beautiful our memory is...

Photo is the best way to keep our memory forever...and to me...i'm deeply regret for not taking as much photos as it should be when i was young...it was too late when i realised it...time cannot move backwards...last night i was putting a new photo taken lately into my msn display picture...one of my close friend asking me...why i putting that photo on msn which showing a self-taking photo of me with one of my coursemate...as to make her satisfied...i try to find a photo of her taken with me along...but after searching here and there for few minutes, only i realised that actually i haven't really taken a single photo with her...there should be many chances for us to be taken a photo together...but maybe it just that both of us are not taking a single chance of it...the question u asked last night really struck my heart completely...there's nothing can be done...to the one who im talking about, i promise will not miss any chances to take photo with you anymore, believe me, in ten years time...u will find out that your photo album will be full of photos with me and you...!!! *wink*

~dinner with shiau fong~

2006-01-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

Jinfei & Shiau Fong - taken when celebrating our burfday at kim gary on 10 Oct 2005

It's raining...im sitting in the aia[name for the study room in my hostel] using my coursemate's laptop to online...feeling kinda moody right now...lotsa things in my mind...tomorrow gonna hava my 'materials production' test...seeing my coursemate, shiau fong sitting next to me studying making me feeling so guilty...i havent touched my notes yet...but i just don't have the feeling to study...recent events making me thinking quite alot...but anyway...i don't wana think much now...becuz shiau fong ord promised to DATE with me later...gonna be prepared...seldom have this chance...shiau fong alwiz too busy to go out with me...this might be the 1st and only chance to go out for dinner with her *grin* ~~~pity jinfei~~~

*shiau fong laughing nonstop and starts pinching me*

I'm back after long holidays from blogging wink

2006-01-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

Neva realised that i have been here in the college for two weeks already...two weeks gone without anything much to be remembered...celebrating xmas alone in my house...watching harry potter on that night while waiting for the countdown...parents went out for dinner until after midnight only came back...leaving bro and sis at home with me...

Back to college on 26dec...first few days were rather suffering...without wireless connection in the college bcuz the wireless modem was struck by thunder the day before i went back...only things i can do is do sleep and eat until the 3rd day in the college when the modem finally repaired...life is just like heaven after that...

Starting my 1st class on 27dec...nothing special...just going back to my routine life...wake up and study...kinda sad when leaving ipoh...but when came back here...that feeling really gone...seeing back my coursemates and frens here really can change everything...maybe it means that i already started to enjoy my coll life *wink* [enjoying coll life doesnt mean that im enjoying my studies-my results sucks >>> promise to work hard for this sems >>> cgpa 4.0 >>> im coming-imposible dream >>> sigh]

Woke up on 31dec feeling hopeless...no plan to go anywhere on that night...coursemates ord went out celebrating with their own frens since afternoon...even eileng, the one who will i look to whenever i feel bored here in uni, oso got plan to go out with her frens...ord very hungry when i woke up...went out for dinner...while walking to lrt station with one of my coursemate who got nothing to do oso on that day, suddenly she came out with a plan...went up genting to countdown for newyear...

And there we go, taking lrt to kl sentral to buy the bus tickets...soon after that, after asking here and there, we were joined by few more frens...and at exactly 7pm, i went up genting with yeekyuan, shiaofong, yoongsing and yongpin. It's just a short one hour journey from kl sentral to genting...only rm7.30 bus ticket included genting skyway...kinda cheap *wink*

-to be continued-

*im feeling sleepy already*

Happenings lately

2006-01-02T04:21:00.000+08:00

I havent had the time to blog about my past weeks.. but i believe pictures are worth a thousand words, so here's a glimpse of my past few weeks, and wat has been happening basically... u judge.. if i had fun those weeks :P

2nd of December

This is when we were getting ready for Leeping's bday (3rd of December)

Eating at Sushi King, Sunway Piramid, with birthday girl far left :)

We got flowers in Halo... and to be honest.. that was my 1st time receiving flowers :D:D

Me and my brothers in Melaka, brought Tek yi to Melaka to find Tek Yang :)

I sorta celebrated my birthday with 3 different groups..
1st with Rachel, CherChyi, Chialing, Teressa, Victor, Yichang and Jiaho
2nd with housemates and seniors, and Arina and Kah Yee
3rd with Screwdrivers, Kenny and Chinkuang

1st ( 17th December 2005)
Me and Darling Rach and Chyi~~ Celebrating Chia ling (far left in black, right picture) and my bday in Sri Hatamas

2nd (18th December 2005)
My celebration with second group in TGI Fridays, One Utama, with housemates and seniors :P

My 1st birthday present from housemates, beautifully decorated card :)

Me with Screwdrivers ( Clockwise: Kimtat in Green, Waikit, June, Me, Alan ( in blue), Chin Kuang, and Kenny) ** If u count the feet, there's one extra in the pic ;)

19th of December with screwdrivers in Mee n Rice :)

Presents from everyone!!! ( New Speakers from my friendssssssss, Hapiness book from yc, Sunflower from Kenny, PhotoFrame from Ven, Chivas Regal from Screwdrivers, my name from Alan, and hand-made birthday card from lovely housemates)

DVD-RW from everyone~

Christmas eve, in Time Square with Kenny n Steven
when later met up with Chester n Ash n their housemates :P

then, the police came to shoo everyone away :((

29th December 2005 ( After coming back from Gasoline, Serdang to celebrate Yong Zhi and Aylwin's Birthday) Happy Birthday Yong Zhi & Aylwin!

New YEAR 2006 in One Utama!!

A day with jinfei

2005-12-24T03:19:00.000+08:00

Just came back from supper with my old friends...havent seen them since coming back from kl a month ago due to certain circumstances which are not allowing me to spend the time going for their youth meeting *grin-what a good excuse* if not becuz of that x'mas outreach at the church, don't think i will have a chance to see them also...

Surprisingly, i can wake up early today without any alarm clock...9am is considered very early to me during this holidays...after eating breakfast...went on reading the newspaper...its onli 10am when i finished reading...wondering what will actually ppl do waking up so early in the morning...

After few seconds of pondering, started to lay my lazy body on the bed again and slept till 2pm *wink* and can u imagine human being like me, after having lunch, can sleep again until 5pm...what a pathetic jinfei...don't blame me...that's the only thing i can do when i got nothing to do...!!!

Back to my x'mas outreach today...i got a chance to meet up with my frens...though time quite short for me to really talk to all of them...at least i got chance to see they all...and not forgetting, congraz to evelyn loh for getting straight A's in PMR...no wonder u msged me early this morning...must be so happy until cannot sleep last night *grin*

The time now is 3.45am...less than 21hours to go before x'mas...and i still havent bought the x'mas present for my fren who has promised to exchanged gift with me...must start moving my lazy bum and go for my last shopping tmr...gonna go back kl next mon...uni life gonna starts again...kinda hard to leave ipoh...who can resist the temptation of sleeping and eating for a month without doing anything back here in ipoh...gonna suffer again going back kl...sigh~

~New attire~

2005-12-22T02:23:00.000+08:00

Well...this photo taken from the webcam...sorry if it's not clear...but anyway...i dont mean to let you all seeing my look also by posting this photo *grin* just want you all to look at my new attire...just bought it...and while im trying...thought of taking a photo with it...

What do you think about the photo? With my new hair style and new attire *grin*

Well...of course it is expected...the total price of my whole attire more than 100bucks...not including the coat becuz it is taken from my bro's closet...what a good bro i am...taking bro's coat without permission...that's the advantage of being the eldest...haha...well...honestly...im a good brother k...he is in the room also when im wearing it...just that i never asked him before i take *wink*

By the way...behind me in the photo there is my double-decker bed...im sleeping on top while my bro below...and again proving that how good i am as a bro *grin* giving my bro a double sized bed...while im sleeping on the single-sized bed ONLY...imagine climbing up and down everyday...imagine if u falling down from there ~sigh~ what a good brother i am.......

And this message is to YEEKYUAN who is celebrating her birthday today on 22dec...wish u will have a wonderful birthday...and all the best for the years ahead...one year older liao...hehe...but then dont worry...u are more mature than look older *grin*

Did you see it or i shall say...him???

2005-12-21T02:58:00.000+08:00

Stare at the 4 white dots at the middle of the picture for 10-15 seconds...then look at your wall and blink your eyes...what will you see...?

........

........
........

Do you see it?
........
or him?

Hehe...i found this blog and the pictures are taken from there...and i found it quite interestering for you all to ponder about...enjoy it...

By the way...i saw it/him also...when my eyes blinking while looking at the wall...the white and black image that appeared on the wall really quite similar to leslie cheung...isnt it weird or i shall say...spooky...!!!

Insomnia~

2005-12-20T03:07:00.000+08:00

It's 3.13am now...and im still sitting in front of the computer screen...while almost everyone having their sweet dreams now...im still staying awake...typing this meaningless blog...i have been like this since coming back from kl...insomnia i guess...but the problem is i dont feel sleepy at night...instead i always wanted to sleep in the afternoon...feel sleepy all the time in the afternoon...although im forcing myself not to sleep or even a short nap in the evening...in the end...i will be falling into the dreamland...and this is why i always missing my dinner because i will sleeping that time *wink*

And the results from it...im having gastric quite frequently lately...until got a time which happened last week...i vomited when i woke up one morning, or i should say one afternoon actually...forgive me k...ppl said v need at least 6hours of sleeps and im practising it...since i will only going to sleep at 5am...adding 6hours...means the earliest i can wake up is 11am...

But since i vomited that day...by the way...on that very unforgettable day...i vomited at least 5times...im not reali remember actually...vomited watever i eat...from breakfast to lunch until dinner time...darn suffering that time...after seeing doctor...got scolded by him somemore...

Dr : What happen to you?
Me: I have been vomiting this whole day...
Dr : You got eat anything today?
Me: I vomited whatever i eat...
Dr : Got eat breakfast?
Me: Err.....i got eat actually but it's already afternoon when im eating that...
Dr : NO WONDER...this is teenager's problem lar nowadays...
*by the way...im putting it as capital letter becuz he was shouting to me that time*
Dr : That's why teenager nowadays always having health problem...
Me: .........

Maybe what the doctor said is right in a way...and from that day onwards...i started to wake up early for breakfast...and the funny thing is...i really wake up just for breakfast...after breakfast...i will be goin back to sleep until lunch time *grin* and that happen for few days...because after that im goin back to my normal time...only wake up after lunch time...

But im very smart this time...the doctor said i cannot let myself hungry...so everytime before i sleep, i will find something to eat 1st...means i already had my breakfast before i sleep...and it works...i dont feel hungry anymore whenever i wake up now...but will this habit make me like a pig very soon???

hAPpY bUrfdaY, girl~~

2005-12-19T02:06:00.000+08:00

Me : [ thinking-hmm...what should i blog...today juz let this girl rest...let me blog ]
Yen: Blog already...
Me : [ when me here thought of letting u to rest and now u said u blog ord %#^# ]
Me : So fast...then wat am i goin to blog...
Yen: Write how stupid i am...how sad i am...and how PATHETIC i am..
Me : Girl...it's ord written...i dont need u to tell this [wat a pathetic girl]

That's how pathetic suyen is on this very special day of her...forcing me to wish her sumore...but anyway...this is wat i shld do for suyen...and well ladies and gentlemen...pls listen to my beautiful voice...

happy burfday to u,
happy burfday to u,
happy burfday to suyen,
happy burfday to u.

Honestly...this colourful burfday song not easy to type it out...so u muz understand how sincered i am to wish u happy burfday *wink*
One year older...dont play like a kid...or act like a child anymore k...haha...
All the best for the years ahead...and set a target this year...look for new bf k *grin*

Thank You~!!

2005-12-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

Thank u everyone for everyting.. i'll post the details soon enuff :)
all in all... i had fun~ i hope everyone did too :)

From so-called 'blogging partner'

2005-12-18T03:19:00.000+08:00

A 'short message' from the so-called 'blogging partner',

Never thought of showing up on this blog until the owner of this blog who claim herself to be the cute lil' girl [ but actually already a not-so-young lady] started to threaten me wif all sorts of things until jinfei [ by the way, my name is jinfei aka prince charming ] dare not to ignore her order.

Well, im still wondering why i can be her partner now actually...knowing her for how long...back to our secondary school that time...first time meeting suyen in my tuition class...and afterwards only realised that she is actually one of my friend's cousin...back then she is such a lonely but lovely girl...but who will know that time...that few years later she gonna be my most irritating partner...sigh...

But to all readers out there...jinfei here actually havent seen suyen for ages already...after ending our form5 tuition class...suyen went to mmu to take financial engineering ] while jinfei here continue studying in ipoh...

Until now...whenever i back to ipoh...suyen will be in cyberjaya...whenever i back to kl...suyen will be in ipoh...fate doesnt bring us together gal...forget about me lar k *wink* dont force jinfei to do something that he doesnt like [ suyen threatening jinfei now-to write something on this blog...else she will keep on scolding me-im not scared of her actually...but juz cant stand wif her nagging lor *grin* ]

To all readers out there...anyone who want to know more about this jinfei...can drop by a msg or few more if u dun mind...and if got time...jinfei will kindly reply to all of ur msges *wink*

That's all for this short but kinda 'meaningful' msg...good nite to all *wink*

WELCOME ;)

2005-12-17T04:03:00.000+08:00

hey welcome my blogging partner ~~! enjoy posting here :P:P

Days with my brother..

2005-12-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Most of you might know that my lil brother, Tek yi has been staying with me for 3 weeks until yesterday. Has been 3 busy, yet wonderful weeks! haha.. though me and my family are really close.. i didnt really get a chance to like get really close with tekyi until this time. I mean, we are close, but not like now. I've known him better, and most of the time.. he has been an angel here.. but boys will be boys and of course there are times when he's stubborn and crappy. But, nevertheless, he IS one hell of a brother anyone could ask for~ :)

During Leeping's birthday, in Halo, it was the first time my brother cried since being here. know y? because of ME.. haha. it was a fun day, and for some reasons, i really felt like drinking.. but it was my second time drinking that week, and tek yi got worried and stopped me from finishing my bottle. Much to my stubborness, of coz, i didnt listen..and it upset him.. i felt really bad... i went to talk to him..we talked then i brought him out and we had ice cream.. and it was back to normal again. I dont know if its normal for a 12 year old to cry, but to me, for a 12 year old to cry because he's worried for his sis's health( for this case.. my liver) and feelings, made me felt like..... an idiot... a selfish person for not listening to him, taking him for granted.. at the same time.. making me feel like the world luckiest person to have an awesome family.. and 2 very very special brothers.. i mean.. this is not the first time he's doing such sweet things.. haha.. quite a brother i have huh... :) and i love him sooooooo much more now~~ and not to forget my other brother... :)

Kinda feel weird without tekyi here with me now.. haha... no one to order around, and nag :P cant wait to see them back in Ipoh again~! haha...and dying to see another one in Melaka~~

yay~!~! SALES is here!! i have been waiting for this season forever~! hehe... best time to buy new year clothes!! i wanna shop shop shop!!

well.. ive not been blogging for a long time.. coz ive been... lazy :P ( not suprising) will make myself put more post here about wats happening.. if i have the time... :P

for the meantime.. here are list of my friends who's bday are in December!!
and i wish wanna wish them HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! and May all of ur wishes come truE!!

3rd December - Leeping
6th December - Chin Kuang
7th December - Sher Yee
11th December - Chia Ling
12th December - Min Loong
16th December - SoonMin, Gayathri
18th December - Ching Yee
27th December - Wailin
29th December - Yong Zhi
30th December - Wei Tyng and Aylwin

sorry if i missed out anyone!!

Cheerz

water...

2005-11-16T13:13:00.000+08:00

i think i need ppl to remind me to drink water!! hahaa.... b4 my kidneys goes "bad" :P

BORED!!

2005-11-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

sue may went back to Melaka already.. and ive been practically watching tv for 10 hours straight!! im BORED!! but yet..i cant drag myself out.. haha...

Genting!!

2005-10-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

continued...

the guys actually waited for us for about half an hour.. (SORRY GUYZ!!).. then we went to SK for lunch and off we go!! yippie!!

i can actually type out the whole story about wat we did and how fun it was... but...

Pictures are worth a thousand words!!

(below) cheezeee.... too bad xiufu is not in here!! but in our hearts!! :P ( she's the camera girl btw)

(below)tickets from my "fav" machine, from the luck i got from the God-of-Gamble (my left)!!

(below) All da ladies in da houz~~~

(below) Any idea where are the rest of the guys???

we shall remember this pic til the end of our lives... causing innocent ppl to fall into the water~~ pitiful guy... haha.. n no wonder im laughing and not smilling...aiks!! kekek.. :P i din mean too... its just a bit too funny!! sorry not-paying-attention-to-ur-step-guy~!

Doing wat we love to do.... :P

again...

so who's the lucky one here??

Ripleys....try and guess who helped us take this pic... guess right and i'll treat u a drink!!

even i lost count how many ppl there were in our room~~ haha.. and no.... we did not share rooms with the guyz... :P

BEFORE......................

AFTER.........................

so sweet..... :)

so lummm......................... :)

now... is he lucky or wat............. haha

but...

that almost sums up the time we had there.. i might upload more.. haha.. till then.. Have a nice holiday MMUians..~!~! enjoy and take carezz!! cheerzz!!

sick but happy!!

2005-10-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

Fell sick on the last paper.. ishh.. man was that paper hard..and i was sick during it.. aih...but im just so very very glad that finals is FINALLY OVER!!! after exam.. we went for steamboat in Sri Kembangan..n saw our FE coursemates there..i had sorethroat.. but i cant possibly resist TOM YAM~ was really sick when we went back home.. felt terribly uncomfortable.. and had fever at night..haha.. but fortunately for me.. i have my housemates! Xiufu was like changing towel for my forehead every 15 mins! and Munlin bought Strepsils and 100 Plus for me.. and Leeping offered me a variety of medicine and termometer! haha.. u gals are the best!! u gals make being single NOT BAD AT ALL!!! Love u all loads!! XOXO

Felt better the next morning.. but when we woke up it was already 11.30!! and we r supposed to leave for GENTING at 12!! the guys came knocking on our door at 11.40!! omg~~ and we were not ready yet.......................................

(to be continue)...

Birthday season!!~~

2005-10-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Exam is finally ALMOST over...one more paper to go after a toturing-6days-exams marathon.. last one on coming Thursday... im sad i cant go celebrate my bro's bday tomorrow in Melaka.. but he has wonderful friends planning a birthday bash for him!! heheh... id rather not talk much about the 6 days of never-ending studying... we practically lived on Redbull for 6 dayss.. ehh leeping?? keke... a bit upset over some lil things actualy... but i dunno why the hell im upset and jealous over something so long ago.... aihh... y do i mind n care?~?!?~!? shudnt expect too much... fine... i'll get over it sooner or later... and im so upset im so dem fat... exams made me freaking fat... got me eating non stop... ishh....

Anywayzzz.....

I wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to:

30th Sept---> Edmund, Eevon
1st Oct --- > Weitek
3rd Oct ---> Arina, CherChyi, JimmyChia, & Munlin's sis
4th Oct ----> Zen, Ten
6th Oct ---> Steven Hee, Jess
7th Oct----> JinFei, Rebecca

thats all for the mean time!! hehe... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to those above!!!

Melaka... :)

2005-09-23T13:07:00.000+08:00

Was in melaka for about 3 days since monday! had tons of fun there... brought books there.. brought books back... hardly touched.. haha.. but anyways.. met my bro and his gang.. and suemay n her gang.. haha... cute bunch of ppl.. makes me feel 18 again! haha.. although i hardly feel myself as 20 :P my bro had his new hair cut! dem cun!! hahah... and may's too... went to a pet shop with may and her friends, super cute pups, and there's monkeys and snakes there too.. haha... the monkey was so human-like... kept playing with Kirkman's pants.. :) btw.. i got a new nick from Kirks... "Pinky".. i dunno y he decided to call me dat.. but he just did.. haha.. and i got to eat my fav burger from EP with yang's friends...

Weiting is soooo darn cute! she can just sleep anywhere! anytime! haha.. unbelievable.. but friendly ppl... Zeno's alwiz busy taking pictures.. Vincent is friendly and makes ppl around him comfy... Gary is quiet.. but still fun... and Edmund, active fella, cant even get a good picture of him! ishh... :P oh and Amy, haha.. told her to jaga my bro.. i alwiz find Kelantan ppl are very very nice :) keke...

actually.. i dunno wat the hell im blogging about.. just came to release stress.. not that i have any.. just wanna get away from books.. hahah.. :P

May n I~~

Me n Yang

Edmund n ME

Kirks n May

Jinshan in shining armour!! ishh.. im fatter than him!! :((

I din meet up with a lot of my friends.. im so sorry!! only met Suatling, saw Yanyin.. and Amy.. and there will sure be another trip down to meet with everyone! to those i din call and see in Melaka.. im terribly sorry!! will make it up with u guys asap!! take carezz!!

Cheerz ppl...

is it true??

2005-09-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Is it true that someone will leave u if they get too close to u??

Is it true that there is no eternity for friendship???

Is it true that someone can love u before can hate u now??

Is it true that promises are not meant to be kept???

Is it true that there will be no friendship after relationship??

Is it true that someone that was very close to u before can't even talk to you now???

Is it true that when someone has someone new... they forget about you???

Is it true that once u hurt someone...u get punished for the rest of ur life????

Is it true that im asking too much??

or is it that im crazzeee?!?!? hahahha.... yeah i am....i have answers to all those :P

boring weekend..

2005-09-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

Guess wat i did during the weekend? i guess most of u already knew.. haha.. drama!! and guess wat.. im watching 3 different drama at the same time... haha... and im having tons of assignments with their due dates just around the corner...and finals in less than a month! well.. guess im not that lifeless anyway.. haha :)

No Music No Life

Im so in love with James Blunt..all thanx to Pehie..haha.. his songs are so simple.. but yet.. its just.. haha.. i dunno how to describe.. but he's good...haha... i dunno how to add link in here..i just now how to type.. so if u guys wanna check him out.. go search for him okie?? sorry~~ kekek... Its a strange feeling u get when u listen to nice songs.. its like u wanna be a part of the music.. or its like u think y someone would be so talented to write such good songs.. and u would listen to it over n over n over again until u finally get tired of it.. or when u actually find another song...

Steamboat

We went to "Yuen" for steamboat last wednesday to celebrate yiChang's bday.. did almost the same thing last year also.. but with different ppl and different feelings.. and omg.. it seems a lil ridiculous i only have such gathering with my gang like once a year.. ppl!! we have to make it more often.. haha.. we'll see wat we can do~~ :) i miss them loads.. although i did see a bit of rach, jess and wailin most of the time in campus or elsewhere.. we shud do shopping together more.. keke.. lets find someday :) ( and of coz when we r not broke) then we went to Sunway.. and the details plz read from MOFO's blog.http://momofofo.blogspot.com. keke.. lets leave the sad things that happened, shall we? haha... so we watched them play bowling.. watched movie... and headed back.. then when i reached home.. i saw Ah Chow stil at my house.. so we chit chatted in munlin's room til 5 in the morning.. haha...its alwiz fun to talk with them...

i miss family, miss ipoh, miss home, miss grandma, miss cousins, miss everyone, how nice to see everyone i love at the same time!! haha... will be going back this week!! yay!!

g'day everyone!! cheerz!

My condolences to Aylwin and his family

2005-08-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

My condolences to Aylwin and him family for the loss of his grandmother on Sunday morning. May her soul rest in peace... Amitabha...

Then in the noon of Sunday, we ( Peh, Chin Kuang, June and Waikit) went to Mid Valley for World Cyber Games..and part of my purpose there was to meet up with Kok Weng also.. its been AGES since i last saw him... he looks somewat different from the last time i saw him.. which was like 2 years back.. haha.. we chit chat a lot and talked about the old times..his work.. his studies..his gang..his gf and everything!! glad his happy! haha..then belanja him eat Burger King..haha... its fun to meet up with old friends.. get to know wat they r up to lately.. and stories about our friends too... too bad Jin Fei din come.. he'd rather stay at home.. bored to death.. than join us... ishhh...~~ then after kw left... i met up with june and them.. we shopped abit... then we went to have Kim Gary.. then after that.. headed home... and im dem broke.. no kidding... im really really left with like a few penny... huhuhuhu.... but still.. there's so much i wanna have! y cant my purse just grow money?!?! y cant i be contented with wat i have?? like wat my kai jie just said.. there's only God, water, and air that we need..but we want everything else!! hahaha....

oh.. and also... my condolences to My Dear Sue May and her Family... for gong gong that passed away peacefully last week.. May his soul rest in peace too... Amithaba

Anyone miss me??

2005-08-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

A girl will never stop writing, and talking~! hahah... im back again..miss m me?? keke.. i guess a lot of things happened between the period i paused blogging til now...b4 this i thought of a lot of things to blog about.. but now dat i am writing.. my head is blank.. cant think of anything to write.. aih.. well here goes again....

To start.. i just came back from Taman Negara with my family, dad's company trip.. it was ok.. not too bad.. the canopy walk was cool~! Thrilling! longest in the world.. haha.... then the rapid shooting was fun too.. jungle trekking was tiring.. everyone was friendly.. food was not bad... i guess that sums up my trip there.. then we went to Seremban to pay my last respect to Suemay's grandpa, who passed away on saturday morning, may he rest in peace... had a nice chat with May n Sandra, then head back to cyber.

Im having another paper of midterm on Thursday.. Networking.. which i dun even have a clue WTH it is about.. aih... im not even half way tru... im dead meat in this.. no kidding..

i guess i'll write more after thrusday :) take carez everyone.. cheerz~!

p/s: To those who i have offended or hurt b4.. im sincerely sorry~!!

end of my blog

2005-06-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

i dunno if i shud end my blog... but i have nothing more to say... i dunno.. i might add some.. but in the mean time... im down... but somehow.. i think i kinda agree with Vincent now... i dunno... blogging might be trouble too... haha.. i duno im confused.. but if there's anything interesting i might post... but lastly... i wanna tell everyone that my dog is gone.. Coco is gone... he went away.. left the house when the auto gate was open... n never came back.... hope he got picked up by someone n love him more than we do..... thats all... take carez ya'll...and hope there will be peace for all... cheerz..

2005-05-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

what nz is famous for~!

2005-05-24T00:26:00.001+08:00

Hobbiton, The Shire.

2005-05-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

Pelorus River Horses, Near Nelson.

2005-05-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

Te Puia Geyser, Rotorua.

2005-05-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

Christchurch. Forgot wats the name of the harbour.. haha

BORING~!

2005-05-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

back to the old boring, HOT, sweating days........ URGHHHH~!!

Im back in M'sia~!

2005-05-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

I came back the day before yesterday, was a very tiring journey but somehow im not physically very tired. we stayed in KL for one night coz my dad has to work and then came back to ipoh yesterday. When i reached home.. i changed and got to Zhi's house warming with yenyi and didthien, didthien went home early and we chat with daofeng and zhi til about 12 sumthing in the morning..a lot happened.. but most of them good things.. even if its bad.. its constructive.. im very very glad..

how was my trip? IT WAS GREAT!! there will be sure be a second visit. NZ is just too big for 10 days.. it definitely not enough.. 2 months maybe.. but i doubt it.. haha.. everything is soo great there.. almost perfect! we din take loads of pictures cause we were busy enjoying ourselves we forgot about taking it down.. haha..but overall it was really fun.. really an experience..:)

Some of my friends might know me good enough to know that my dream all along was to go to UK, and probably stay there.. but now.. its changed a lil.. haha.. i still very much wanna go to UK, BUT i wouldnt wanna stay there.. i wanna stay in NZ.. the lifestyle is very laidback and relax.. simple and no hassle.. felt so healthy even staying there for 10 days.. haha.. and in addition.. its not as expensive as UK for sure! haha... and its nearer to M'sia.. i can come back more often..kekeke...

thats all for now~! bye bye~!

Gorgeous...

2005-05-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

Its been great here so far.. we saw dolphins today~! was great.. but the cruise was making us a bit sick in the middle of the sea.. but it was all worth it... we were surrounded by hundreds of dolphins.. sooo cute~! and we met a jap girl.. very sweet girl.. she looked like 16 but she is already 22.. hahaha... makes me look so old.. :( anyway... we went on the Gondola ride today as well.. and the view was gorgeous.. but its pretty cold today.. about 13 degress today.. and it was even worst out in the sea.. we were practically freezing ourself out.. but it was really nice..

hope everyone's fine and good back there.. cheers mates!~ :p

Yen

HEy People~!

2005-05-13T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone... im in NZ now.. today and tomorrow will be in Christchruch, its GORGEOUS here.. i mean really really nice...the weather is cool.. too cold at times.. but better than hot.. haha... people here are very very friendly and helpful..its we are so tempted to throw our passports away and not coming back~! hope everyone is having fun too~! take carez everyone..

im happy~~

2005-05-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

IM HAPPY!! erm... i know its not sumthing to be proud of.. but i expected to fail my maths.. really really 70% i already anticipated failling.. but as i nervously checked my results.. i did not!! i didnt fail! hahaha... im happy... BUT im not in the 1st class category.. yeah.. i dissapointed my dad..and also my mum.. and not to mention myself.. but i know they r glad that i din fail.. haha.. so now.. im gonna belanja my housemates eat.. and also dao feng.. coz i promised i'll belanja them if i din fail~! haha... but im happy!! my god.. 1st time so happy not getting 1st class... i just came back from Butterworth actually.. dad went to work there.. so me and mum went to Megamall there to shop.. nothing much there... but ive already been there quite a few times.. and hmm.. cant say its a bad place lar.. though not very nice.. hehe... my mum was having her hair cut when i received munlin's message telling me the results is out for us.. my heart skipped a beat.. no kidding.. haha.. then i came home n check lor.. so dem scared ar.. but over already.. hahaha..

we bought my dad a pair of levi's.. the whole process of buying was really funny... my dad's a "lil" overweight... so u can imagine the process... kekeke... but im happpy we got him one.. he havent been buying jeans for a long time i think.. me on the other hand.. din buy anything.. aihh.. but there's nothing i want in particular.. just to get home and see my results.. on the way home.. we had this family talk.. coz only me, mum and my dad went.. so the 3 of us started to talk about our whole big family.. haha.. its nice... some arguments though.. but i alwiz like talks on my grandparents.. aunties uncles.. im blessed to be in this family.. though not prefect.. but im happy here.. most of the time.. haha.. suddenly.. i miss my grandpa( on my dad's side), my grandma ( on my mums side) and my aunt, in Canada, who all 3 of them had passed away a few years back.. my aunt was only 47 went she left.. aih.. we talked a lot about her which made me wanna cry.. i cant say i was close with her.. since she was living in Canada since her marriage.. but she has always played a role in my life.. my aunt.. abroad.. alwiz calling back to talk to us.. and stuff like that, she died of breast cancer.. she was really talented.. really good in art.. and a lot more other things.. she was a filial daughter.. aih... but i think somewhere outhere.. she's still looking after us.. and also my grandpa and grandma... i miss them all... :(((

wait... this is supposed to be a happy post.. haha.. but anyway.. i think u cAN get what mixed up feelings i have in a day.. venie says i have split personality.. haha.. one minute i can be so dem happy.. and the next minute.. i can be pathetic.. haha...

oh.. it reminds me of something that happened yesterday, we all went shopping.. then before we came home.. my dad got to know my lil bro was having exam the next day and he's still playing the computer the whole day.. i din know he has exam as well.. and to make things worst.. my bro has not been doing really good in school this few months.. his results was really dropping.. and was kinda bad...so my dad was really fed up.. and i mean really mad.. coz Yi was playing computer whole day.. never study.. then on the journey back home.. it was like non stop of scoldings and lecturing.. and it was horrible.. i was really scared too.. so can imagine my lil bro.. i really pity him and angry at him at the same time.. ( my dad is those kind of dad which is soft most of the time.. but when u get on his nerves.. thats really really bad..so we really really hate him getting angry and stuff.. once he's angry.. its even worst than the usual scoldings from my mum..but he's ok most of the time.. i guess thats normal being a dad..) i know my bro feels guilty and sad and scared at that time.. then i hugged him close while we all kept quiet.. only listening to my dad.. when we reached home.. my bro went straight into the room to study.. i went to check on him.. his eyes were red.. and i know with that kinda feeling.. u cant study at all.. i went in and talked to him... then he started crying.. its been really bad.. the scolding and exams..i think he's been holding trying not to cry for a long time... ( he and his elder bro alwiz have this saying that " we are guys, we cannot cry.. those kinda stuff about being macho") but when i saw him at that moment.. my heart ached.. really ached.. then i talked halfway to him.. i cant stand it anymore and we hugged each other and cried.. it was just sad seeing him like dat... aih... but i can say he derserved the scolding.. he doesnt really care about exams.. when its his UPSR year.. but i think he learned his lesson.. sometimes.. people have to learn the hard way.. but at night.. i told my dad he was too harsh on him.. though my dad might be right.. when i went down to check on my bro again.. his eyes were still red.. i told my dad again.. then my dad went to talk to him.. and i dunno how.. after an hour or so.. everything is back to normal... but i do hope... really really hope.. that he will do better this time... hope he learns his lesson.. i'll pray for him.. :)

the end

Hey All

2005-04-28T11:19:00.000+08:00

Hi~! im back~ keke... its been quite a while since i wrote here..i wanted to blog on sunday actually.. after my dad left back to kl.. but darn.. i had bad stomach pain.. so so bad.. the pain was so bad.. i felt like dying.. haha.. din sleep well that night then.. stomach was aching until about 2am.. then the next morning.. mum suddenly suspected it might be indigestion.. haha.. of coz it is!~ i never thought i would have indigestion but it was.. no wonder pain like hell..

but anyways... wat do i do at home?? i play games.. almost everyday.. now u can imagine my life.. haha.. then i watch tv.. i eat.. i fetch my mum out.. fetch bro to tuitions.. i guess thats all... hahah... oh yesterday i went out with DidThien, my friend back in secondary.. i think its been a long time since i last saw him.. then we went out.. i tot he's gonna call zhi.. and he tot i was gonna call zhi.. so ended up last minute only call zhi.. but she kenot come.. coz she had to fetch her sis to sch n prepare for her new home.. then we chat for a while.. went to IP wanted to pass some CDs to Yenyi.. which i tot was working there.. but she went to kl for 2days and was off for the 2 days.. ish ish... then CDT just laugh his head off say i never ask her whether shes in anot.. huhuhu... yeah.. ive taken for granted she would be there.. but nvm.. i'll go again some other time.. then with nothing to do.. we went to a CD shop. where we wanted to buy some movies to watch.. (not together) but ended up empty handed.. haha.. then i sent him home.. i went to help my mum get some stuff from the Organic shop.. then went home..

hmm.. wondering where i am going?? stil NZ most probably.. STILL NOT SURE YET.. waiting for suemays dad to let her go.. haha.. he wans us to go Aus.. but Aus got nothing~!! no offense.. but i prefer to go NZ 1st.. then go Aus some other time.. my original plan was to go alone for 3 weeks.. now i cant go alone.. my dad sent his son to go with me.. haha.. so we r going for 10 days i think.. probably around that.. going to settle everything this week b4 its too late..

i guess thats it for now.. gtg.. breakfast time~!!

back in Ipoh finally...

2005-04-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

wat a tiring day today... started from yesterday.. didnt sleep much the day before yesterday also... then at night went to Shabu2 King with housemates n seniors...to farewell Arina actually.. shes moving out from A3-2-3a... huhuhuhuhu :(( :(( felt sad actually.. but with seniors.. mood is alwiz better than expected... then wen went to Sri Hatamas.. drank a little.. but wasnt really alert that time.. hahhhaha.. cant even count 1200 minus 240.. i kept insisting it was 980 when the real answer is 960~! hahah.. sorry guyss... cant think straight yesterday.. but it was fun.. we stayed in seniors house til about 5am... siao adi... :)) then i slept til 2 the next day... aylwin fetched us to pudu at 3 ..yeah.. all da way.. Thanx ya...then we bought ticket departing at 4pm.. BUT.. that stupid bus had to wait til its full.. so we waited til 4.40pm only start moving... stupid... summore we bought the ticket from Sri Maju counter... bluff ppl one...ish ish...

now... i finally can breath fresh air again... i feel very very happy now... as in.. real happy.. from the past few weeks.. some things are done.. and some are forgotten.. but im happy now i know.. :) im glad...thank u! finally home.. i miss home so much... now i can enjoy the 2 months here..gonna call yenyi tomorrow n do girls stuff.. keke.. been a long long long time since i last saw her... hehe cant wait to see her :P but on the other hand.. im seperated from my housemates for 2 months! longest time we've ever been seperated..
im missing them already.. haha... take carez girls... love ya all loads~!

have fun everyone!!
yen

tired tired....

2005-04-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

whoaa.. our house is a mess!! we cleaned just the kitchen today.. haha n the "wet-kitchen".. now im dead tired...gonna go out tomorrow with seniors and housemates... gathering since a long time.... :( but anyhow.. hope everyone will have fun tomorrow.. then sunday.. back to ipoh~ yay!! miss home dem much... :P holiday is officially starting tomorrow... EVERYONE HAPPY HOLIDAYSS!! HAVE FUN! TAKE CAREZZ...~! gonna take a bus home.. :(( its been a long time since i took a bus home to Ipoh. mostly my dad would fetch me n zhi.. keke.. but coz i need to stay here.. im gonna go back on sunday.. without my dad fetching.. Dad's coming back tomorrow morning too.. from India.. keke.. hopefully he bought things for me... hahaha.. :P

its raining now... lighting n thunder striking non stop.. so scary... huhuhuh makes me feel sad suddenly.. oh yeah.. i finished warcraft - reign of chaos today.. kekek!! see when will i start frozen throne :P

Girls rulezZZzz

2005-04-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hey ya all~~ just came back from MValley.. haha.... had fun today with my housemates... the greatest bunch of ppl.. we are so totally not 20~!! hahah... crazy bunch of girls.. who had as much fun as we could! we did pedicure... mask.. ice creams.. good food...shop...but more like window shop... but we were all exhausted.. but now.. continue our "PAMPERING OURSELVES" journey!! hahah...oh yeah.. in MV, we went BABY HUNTING~! haha... i dunno.. we sort of have this "thing" for babies... they make us go beserk... haha.. :P whole day of walking.. with an uncomfy shoe.. huhu... tired tired tired.... :( ...got to get a pair of new shoes.. keke.. i really had fun today with the girls.. we shud do that more often.. haha. but without "dark circles" below our eyes.. :P i bought this sorta like a foot massager thingy.. which is kinda big.. so xiufu n i practically hold the thing together from MV back to Cyber... haha...lucky the massager.. get 2 person to carry it back home :P
but i din buy anything.. as in like clothes... n stuff.. haha.. not really in the mood for those stuffs... :( maybe when im loaded.. i would.. haha...

oppss... almost forgot to mention that MY 3rd SEMESTER EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! kekeke... last paper ENGLISH is also over.. yay~!! im free!! as a bird~! i can see nz so clearly now~~ kekek... omg.. i have so many places to go...Newcastle!!..Japan..Australia... Canada... Norway.. so much more~! hahha...hmm.. hopefully i can travel to all of those b4 im dead... :P hmm... but im still very very worried about my results...aih.. nevermind lar.. have 3 weeks of fun first... :) go WC a while 1st.. see ya!! take carez everyone.. muaxx!!

i hope everything will be fine.. happy.. and GREAT for everyone.. :)

I LOVE MY HOUSEMATES loadssss....muaxx~!

yen

just another day...

2005-04-13T19:55:00.000+08:00

Aih.. wat a boring day today... woke up at 3pm.. wc til 6.. ishh... yeah.. i woke up at 3PM.. late.. but not suprising... wat a pig...haha walked around my house for no reason...surf abit... dun feel like reading Whale Talk.. just do watever i know 2mw... whoa... imagine if i fail my English.. haha.. i din study at all for Eng.. n "someone" is gonna kill me if i fail~~! hahah...lets hope i dun :P

Went to Sunway yesterday with ally, xiufu, munlin and zhi..cut my hair... shorter.. but not much difference.. :( then we went to watch Be CoOL.. the movie is very err.. slow pace.. but was real funny towards the end.. love The Rock.. he's so darn cute~! but im really looking forward to watch the Pacifier...keke...

read somethings today which dun make me feel good... Ive been doubting that is it good to blog actually... Y DO I BLOG?? so the whole worlds knows wats going on in my mind?? maybe thats one of the reason.. so i dun have to explain everything to everyone.. since im a lazy ass... so everyone knows how am i.. how i am doin..and wat im thinking... its good to have ppl understanding u... i hope ppl who reads my blog understands wat im thinking actually. Most of the time.. i do things for a reason.. the other times.. no... i just follow the crowd.. haha.. im a very very frigidminded person.. i dun even know wat i wan myself at sometimes..i dunno wat im thinking... somehow.. i like ppl explaining to me the pros n cons of doing something.. so i can analyze the situation better and make a decision..

maybe u might realize i deleted most of the pics i posted up except for my family's.. i've decided not to post some of the ppl i love.. and neglect those whom i din post up and still love... so to be fair.. i left only my family's.. hahaha.. there r just too many ppl i love... haha.. i dun even have pics of some of them.. :P i might even leave out some if u ask me to count.. hahah so in a nutshell.. i love everyone.. those who loves and care for me... and those who dont also.. haha..

not sure if i can make it to nz this time.. everything is like so not planned... gonna plan it when i get my ass back Ipoh..maybe bro is joining me... so i wont be alone.. haha hopefully i can go... really need to get out of here badly... :(

yay~!~!

2005-04-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

Today is more like a "happy" day~ hehe... June is discharged today.. she's feeling ok.. can laugh n everything.. but of coz stil hurts when she moves.. we went to see her in Sunway Hosp today..just came back from there actually..whole bunch of ppl went in.. more like 13 ppl~ haha.. i think J had fun seeing us :P im glad she's ok.. she looks very alert n very jing san.. hope she will recover soon~ i dun think we will be seeing her until classes starts again after hols.. she went back to pg already..:( Have Fun J~! n GET WELL SOON~!...

n finally... all the hard papers are finished!! YAY!! except for English..on Thurs.. which theres only a novel and some notes to read.. :P after that..YAY.. im free for 2months!!

not feeling totally fine today.. feel like puking..haha.. but im okiee.. having so many ppl to care for me.. make me so touched!! hehe.. THANK U VERY MUCH!~! esp, my housemates.. ally.. ck.. and loads more :) LOVE U GUYS LOADSSsssS..dun worry.. im fine :) just no appetite.. thats all.. i really din feel like eating.. hehe :P i WILL eat.. no worries.. i LOVE to eat.. remember?? kekeke..

kinda have this mixed up feeling now.. i dunno whether im happy or sad... aih... happy coz tough exams are finally over..and J is fine.. sad coz of a whole lots of things.. which i can now.. concentrately think of them.. haha.. gonna get sum sleep. then wake up to call Ching to comeover :) hehe.. nite guyzz.. LOVE YA ALL~!~!

minnie

Praying for June...

2005-04-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

June is in the operation room now.. i hope she will be ok in no time.. pity her.. she had apendicitis...and the stupid doc in MMU told her she's not suffering from apendicitis... ishh... waikit is with her now.. at least thats better :) but will be praying that she will get well soon~! Amitabha... :)

me myself.... im SICK~! how bad is that?? one day b4 accounting paper.. aihh... dun feel good now.. cant study.. so came to write for awhile.. things r like totally messed up now.. EVERYTHING~~ and i really mean everything... except for my family.. haha.. just hope things will be ok asap... if not everyone will suffer.. :(

thats all for now... lets all pray for June~! JUNE~ GET WELL SOON!!! come back asap!!

yen

2005-04-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

i love them very much~

exam... urgghhh~~

2005-04-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Still in an EXAM mood...sucks..half way done studying Accounts.. but somehow.. i dun hate accounts like i dislike maths.. haha.. accounts is better :P but got tired of studying now.. so come n blog a while.. just got a called from my parents.. i feel so so so so much better now after talking to them.. dad said its ok that i din do good this time.. just do better next time.. though all those i've already known i would do.. but those words coming from them.. is so relieving.. felt so so good now.. i just singing after talking to them.. and mum is letting me to nz~ keke.. if my plan works that is.. :P and i get to go sg too with my housemates.. really looking forward to the hols..and after monday.. keke.. Thinking back.. i felt really bad and down last few days.. felt like a loser..did so badly in exams PLUS things with him are so bad..we r not even talking.. aih... y r things like this.... cant really imagine someone being so close 2 me once..n is completely out of my life now..at least.. i think he wans to be.. anyway.. i was so down that day and my status in msn sucked...but somehow..i got lots of comforts from a lot lot lot of ppl..even those who dun usually talk much to me.. THANK U very much everyone..

sometimes.. i really hate myself.. I JUST CANT WAKE UP EARLY!! urgghh~~ everyday my alarm would be 8am..i wanted to get up early to study or sumthing... BUT..not a day.. seriously really NOT A DAY! I could get myself out of bed at that time.. and i ended up waking at 12noon... :((((( waste time sleeping only.. but still i love to sleep.. irony huh.. :P

got to get back to studies in a while... really have to catch up... rach is coming over later~ yay~~lets hope we dun talk much.. n study.. kekek :P:P

1st timer..

2005-04-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

Finally started my blog.. been wanting to blog but never found a reason to do so, but in fact.. i think u dun need a reason.. haha.. its still exam time now.. finals is not over yet.. wishing very hard it will be over soon.. i have never in my life.. did so badly in an exam b4.. this is my worst.. i can go in doing the test with my brain completely blank.. not knowing wat am i writing..dun even understand my own words.. BFS (statistic) and Finance are my worst.. i din know i suck in maths until now.. haha... kinda regret i took FE.. coz im really not a math person..but somehow..i dun think im gonna change course.. gonna see how am i gonna pass tru this.. but really.. after BFS.. i was like "omg, im really gonna fail.." (no kidding).. Vince was sitting beside me.. saw me "almost" in tears.. haha.. but i was like paiseh wanna cry out.. tahan til went home.. aih.. felt even worst when i talked to my mum.. dun even know how to face her.. for me.. i dun think my parents will accept me as a failure, but after some calls and msgs from them.. i think they understand me alot.. they dun push me that bad.. bt stil they expect a lot from me. Mayb coz im the eldest.. hmm.. but anyhow.. im gonna try my best anyway. Today, right after econs test, aih.. another failure for me.. spent time studying ( cant say much) but i actually studied twice.. and still dont know how to do those questions.. when i tell ppl i really dont know... I REALLY DONT!! somehow.. after telling ppl i dunno.. MIGHT make me feel better.. haha.. dunno y.. but honestly.. i kinda really dun like it when everyone keep saying " u alwiz say like dat, but end up results will be good" or watsoever... which are sooooo not true... i dun do good.. even sometimes.. my results maybe A LIL higher.. its just plain luck.. n im not that lucky everytime.. certainly not this time... dun like ppl expecting things from me.. puts pressure.. :( i hate pressures.. stress.. feels dem bad... but im all better now.. way much better.. :D everyone is good to me.. im lucky! and im truly grateful... Thank u Everyone!! cant wait til accounting exam is over.. then i'll be busy planning my TRIPS!! YAY!!! singapore... nz... haha.. cant wait!! this is sooooo much more fun~!!

i guess its like kinda long for the 1st time blogging.. haha... better stop now.. will come back soon~~
take carez everyone reading this!!

and im
yenie (given by pehie) or sueie (by venie)
kekeke :D

Y Minnie??

2005-04-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

aiks~ forgot to tell u guys how does the name "Minnie Ooi" come about..kekek
it was given by Rach~ keke.. coz they say i sound like minnie.. ish ish... not minnie.. more like a mouse... but actually.. im way louder than a mouse.. keke...
Rach~! are u very honoured i named this blog after the name u gave me?? kekeke... thanx for the cute nick~!